What's worth living for you?

You said a lot of what runs through my head so often. I guess it's true that it is whatever it is that makes you happy in life that makes it worth living, could be the smallest thing. I've got a family, but sometimes i feel alienated from them. I've got friends, but they don't quite understand me. I guess i'm still here in hope that things will improve, but every other day i get to that low level. You could say i wanna find someone more in common with me maybe, someone not so mainstream. It's day to day stuff that gets to me. Right now when i feel most happy is when i'm able to listen to my music, but this isn't enough at all. Hopefully things will get better for us all.